December turned out to be an unfruitful month… fertility-wise, that is.
After we completed the IUI procedure in November, we decided that if it wasn’t successful, we would take a break from fertility treatments during the month of December. The seemingly non-stop doctor appointments and procedures were beginning to slowly choke the air out of my lungs. So, we chose to spend the holidays appointment-free.
Of course, that doesn’t mean I didn’t think about it everyday.
As 2019 came to a close, and Jin and I prayed about what’s to come in 2020, there was a tingling in my heart. God was telling me:
2020 is going to be a GOOD year.
Yes and AMEN.
We may not get pregnant.
We may not get a child.
We may not buy a house.
In fact, nothing physical or material may change.
But it’s going to be good.
It’s going to be a year of healing…
Breakthrough…
Open doors…
A good year.