The pregnancy tests were negative again.
So this time around, the doctor prescribed a higher dose of the ovulation meds PLUS ultrasounds and blood tests every other day PLUS the HCG trigger shot. The hormone injections are supposed to help my follicles actually grow at a predictable rate so that the doctor can time the IUI injection.
Ugh…
Before, the beginning of each cycle brought a sense of hope and excitement - each cycle felt like it would be THE one that brought us good news. And now… Now there’s nothing but reminders from my phone for scheduled tests/procedures and to pick-up or take my meds.
The bright side is that Jin and I are drawing closer to God through this. Whether it be in sorrow or anger, we are praying a lot more than we used to. This isn’t to say that we don’t have our ups and downs. We do. But the conclusion is that God is always good - through and through.
The higher dose of the ovulation meds seems to be working - my ultrasound showed that my follicles are showing signs of growth at a faster rate than my earlier cycles. If they continue to grow at this rate until the next ultrasound (which is in a couple days), I can skip the hormone shots.
Please, God… Please let this work.